2 minus the rest.

Have you ever felt that sometimes,
you wanna say something but you're just
afraid of what the outcome may be?
You're afraid of what the other person
might say or whether they're going to
judge you for the small little things
that you say.
I have that problem.
Let's call it the
haveitinyourmindbutyoujustcantsay-syndrome.

I do it most of the time and I'm getting
sick of it. Thing is, I want it to go away but
I just don't know how to.

Scenario:
I have something inside of me that's been
bugging me and I need to share this with someone.
Or in particular, that person. (not really particular)
When I start the conversation, it goes really well.
However, when I'm near to saying what I really wanted
to say, somehow I just back off and chicken out and
tend to just either change the subject or
twist the whole story around.


Sometimes I wonder where I get this from.
This 'syndrome' never comes in handy
whenever I need to share something with
someone. NEVER.
I'll always start good, then end badly.


I just wish that this will go away soon.
Or things might just end badly. :(
Allah, please help me.




Nadz.