Where did "change" go?

Failed to change;


By being a better individual.
By being a better student.
By being a better FRIEND.
By being a better Companion.
By being a better PERSON.



EFF TODAY!
My fault! I know it's the truth and
I'll stick with that.
What's wrong with me?!
UGH! FML.
I was so selfish and inconsiderate
towards other's feelings!
How can that be!
What ever happened to my promises?
What ever happened to CHANGE
huh NADZ!?
:'(





When I turned and saw you standing
there, my heart sanked. I couldnt bear
to see you hurt. Yet, I left.
Inconsiderate, foolish, selfish,
ignorant and insensitive! = ME.
Am I good enough for you?


Allah, I need you. :'(


Salam.