Trust.

I think I was hurt too much
last time that now, it's hard
for me to easily trust a person
anymore. I get insecure and afraid
whenever I start to get close to a
person because I am scared I might
lose them one day and it will just
cause too much pain in me. I know
I can't handle these things well and I
know I can't stop it from happening.
I just don't want to end up losing
the people who I am emotionally
attached too, easily. I lost too many
and am afraid of losing you too.







Dear you,
I hope you understand what I am
going through right now. Each one of
my scars inside my heart are healing,
because of you. You give me a reason
to look at love at a whole new level.
I am forgetting the past, yours and mine
but it'll take time. No, I am not saying
I don't trust you now. I am saying that
I need to encrust more trust in myself.
I'll try, I promise. Just give me time.


Me.




Assalam.