Walk Away.

The last thing you wanna find out is knowing that you
lost someone special and you can't do anything about it.
All you can do is cry alone in a corner thinking of
the reasons why you did not appreciate their
presence in your life before. Feelings of regret and
solemnity crawls under our skin as we trace
back the memories of when everything was fine.
We trace back the steps on how we forgot to thank
them even for the slightest things, how we forgot to
notice them when they're around and how we forgot to
give our all for them. And when it's too late for us
to turn back time, nothing can be resolved and all we
can do is to move on.

The feeling of losing someone close to me, permanently,
kills me instantly. There are times when I think
of them. And you. Your time was today.

Today I didn't want anyone to ask me whether I was fine.
I just wanted the assurance that everything will be fine.
I wanted someone to at least say, "Everything will be fine".
I needed warmth from someone, a tight hug. Today I wanted
a sense of security. All I could do was to keep quite and
stone far away. I couldn't tell anyone what I was feeling
inside. I'd cry. Yes, I'd cry.

I needed HIS help. Therefore, I asked for forgiveness
and hope that all my troubles will go away.
Allah, you're where I seek guidance.
Please help.



Walk away, leaving me. :'(
It'll all get better in time, Insya'allah.



Assalam.