Takbir Begema.

The melodious voice of
all the Muslims reciting the
Takbir on the night of Raya or
the morning of it, Beautiful.

Singing the takbir together
as a family got me tearing up.
Here comes another year of when
we celebrate our achievements
on the month of Ramadhan as a whole
new person, a stronger person.
Raya is the time when we can see the
atmosphere being awaken by the smiles
on everyone's faces.

However, behind those little pearly
whites of some, hides the truth.

Here we are in this world, going through
the routines of what we call, life.
Somehow, some of us aren't going through
this with their loved ones.
They have gone yet for a long time but their
presence is still felt by us.


I have an Uncle. One of my favourites, no
I love all of them equally but this particular
one always catches my attention. He's one
who is strong physically, brilliant in his
thoughts and a magnificent individual.
2 years ago, on this very day, he left us.
As strong as he was, he persevered the pain.
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But Allah loves him more and knows that
he shouldn't go through the pain anymore.
I got a phone call. My heart sanked
upon the heart-breaking news.
We had to let him go.

A year ago, an individual who never
failed to ask about my well being, who never
failed to give me support and a person
who was always there for me no matter what.
A good listener, he was always there whenever
I felt like the world had backed-up on me.
Allah loves him more.
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I had to let go.
Brother, may you be in safe hands.



To all the people that I've lost,
I wish I could relieve those moments again
to appreciate you more. It's too late now.
All I can do presently, is to just pray.
Pray that you are all in safe hands.
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I'm always thinking about all of you.
Constantly reminding myself that
everyday could be my last day.
Yours came. Mine awaits.




To all of you who lost someone in your
life, stand back up. Smile and just let
yourself know that there's a reason
behind everything. Make this as a step
for yourself to grow stronger.
Say a prayer for them.
Just know that every day that passes by,
it takes us closer to our death beds.
Be prepared for it.
Start now, Insya'allah, HE will give
you guidance.



Allahhuakbar.

Assalam.