The Eyes Lie.

I don't want to believe what I see.
Because the eyes lie.
I hate it when I see what I don't wish to
and I end up feeling very emotional.
Sometimes, I see sights that hurts me a lot.
But I know it's just my mind playing around with
my inter-emotions.

I try to lock away these unwanted feelings of mine.
Cause I know it'll cause a havoc if
I depend on them too much.
And because the eyes lie, I don't want to
fall under it's traps.

As repeated again and again, I'm the kind of
person who usually follows my feelings and
emotions without thinking of the consequences it
might bring.



I hate the sight of it. I hate how it makes
me feel insecure about stuff that I know is not
true. But somehow, my mind keeps on making these
ridiculous thoughts. I can't stop it even though
I want to so much.

Insecurity. Yes. I still have it running inside
of me. Trust is the key but sometimes insecurity
kills everything. It's hard for me to let go
of this feeling and I seriously do not
know why myself.

Along the way, I've been hurt. I've been lied to
and I've been left. Maybe that's the reason why
I'm having such thoughts. I have trust in you.
In us. But somehow, something will just ruin it.
Ugh. I hate this. I need to seriously learn the
ways of changing myself to be a person who trusts
more and make less assumptions.


The eyes lie.