Pouring My Heart Out.

I'm not going to lie anymore.
I'm not going to say that this does
not hurt me at all.
I'm gonna throw it all out once and for all.

I miss you.
I miss how we were so close back then
but now we're so far apart.
I miss hearing us both laugh to a joke together.
I miss how we would hold hands and
sing our hearts out to our favourite songs.
I miss your smile. Funny, I don't see it
on you as often anymore.
I miss how I used to tell you stuff, though
minor, it means a lot to me that you would
take the time to listen.


If I could have one wish,
I'll wish for us to be friends again.
Not this. Not strangers.
FRIENDS.
The closest ever that we can get.

Is it me? If it is, I am truly sorry if
I had hurt you in any way. It's unintentional.
However, tell me what I did wrong and I won't
do it again.

Yes, I think about this so much.
Why? Because I care.
Because I want this to be exactly
like the way it was.
No wall between us. No awkwardness.
Please.

It's hurting me real deep.


Friendship is important to me.
Cause without friends, I've really got
no one else to turn to.
So please, if I've hurt you in any way.

I'm sorry.