Reminiscence

Another year of the final exams approaching
us students. As I sit back on my chair,
I think about all the past opportunities I had
and how I ruined it. How I blatantly
ignored helping myself in my own
studies.

So many chances. And I had to not take them
all so seriously.

It's tough having to watch all my friends
promote and then I'm the only one left hanging.
I felt so lonely and empty.
I felt as though I was an epic failure in life.
That's how miserable having to retain feels like.
That's a feeling which no one should ever ever
experience.
It just sucks all your happiness away for
days or maybe weeks.
You'll feel so down, you won't even touch
your food.
You'll just end up crying alone at night,
in your bed, just wishing you did what you
could to save your own future.
And then reality strikes... YOU DIDNT.

I felt that way and I hated every single bit
of it. The agonising pain was just too much
too handle, mentally.

And so, here I am on my desk, facing
piles and piles of my notes, trying my utmost
best to sponge all the info in my brain.
All I'm thinking is "I NEED TO PROMOTE BECAUSE
IF I DON'T I'LL DISAPPOIINT MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS
AND ALL THOSE WHO BELIEVES IN ME"


Let's pray for the best that what I'm doing will
be fruitful.

Failure should not let you stop
rooting for success but instead crave
for more opportunities to et back on track and
prove them all wrong.

Insya'allah.


Salam, Nadz.