I'm Back? :)

Wow. So much time has passed and it seems that it has been ages since I last posted anything here. Probably life has succumb to be too hectic for me to even have the time to update via the virtual world, or maybe it's just because I kind of forgot my password to the account. Haha. Either ways, I miss blogging. It used to be the only place where I felt that I could pen my thoughts and feelings down without anyone judging me. How ironic. So much has happened so far and if I were to summarise it in one word, it'll be hopeful. Yes, I've been hoping so much between this past period of time. Hoping for so many things, be it ending as a disappointment or not. Hmm maybe I'll unravel what has happened so far in life slowly through my future posts. For now, let's start with my family. Abang's been serving the country for weeks now and I'm proud to say that he's growing up to be one fine man. Glad to have him as a brother:). Surprisingly, he's become more organised in his thoughts and actions. Not to mention him usually having a free hand in helping out with the chores. Makes my life all so easier to deal with. Mum though has been very sensitive lately with abang not being at home. Though abang books out every weekend, she never fails to talk to me about him at least one day a week saying that she misses him and also never fails to cry when she does so. A mother's love, they say. And dad? Well, he's as old as ever. Old and cute. Though nowadays, he gets a bit on my nerves. They say, as people grow old, they tend to be more sensitive and childish on their own thoughts and feelings. Well, no doubt about that. However, he's still the father that I know. No drastic changes or anything and I still love him the same way. Friends. Well, let's say, they're all as lovely as ever. Well, mostly all. It's been quite a rough path for my friends and I. Stu,bled upon a great deal of emotions recently because of friends. I realised that the issue that is holding me against my friends is the value of the friendship. well, basically that. Let's just say, I've grown stronger and change my outlook on things in that aspect. And I've also gained great ties so far. So I guess I'm contented no matter what. Even if we face a loss, it doesn't mean that we won't gain anything. Which now brings me to another significant part of my life. Very significant. Love. The love of my life has been a sweetheart to me and I am honored to be able to still feel his love that he unconditionally showers me with. I've grown so much to him since ever and I know that it's impossible to live with ease if he's not around. My pillar of strength and hope. The one I go to every day without fail to share my worries and inner thoughts. The one I truly call my bestfriend. Yes, Farhan Afiq, you're my one and only bestfriend. And because a lot of things have been happening lately, I know that you're the person who truly deserves the title because for all my flaws and the entire 'downs' that we faced,you have always been so forgiving and understanding. And to top that off, you never changed your feelings towards me even after knowing my disabilities. And that's why out of the billions of guys out there, I choose you to love and no one else. Because you're simply the best. And I hope you know that. :) Nadz. xx