Past and present.

Yesterday, I went through some
photo albums. Boy, did they
make me think about the past!
It's just so interesting how everything
changed so quickly without us even realising
it.

Yes, without a doubt, I miss the past.
The time when I thought everything was perfect.
Truth is nothing is perfect.
Even now.

I just miss those times when we could
talk like nothing mattered.
Those times when we were the best of friends.
Those times when I had many reponsibilities.
Those times when I enjoyed everyday of my
school days.
Those times when I know I had the best
teachers ever.
:'(

I don't know why talking about the past
makes me tear all so much.
It's probably both the good and bad.
Cause without them, I don't think I'll
even be me.


A few hours ago, a friend of mine
asked me this,
"If you could compare the past and present,
which one would you prefer more?"
I promised you, _________ that I'd answer your
qns. So here goes.


My past has been both great and disappointing
at the same time.
My present however, has made me far more different
than who I was before.
Honestly speaking, I don't like who I am
now. I loved who I was before, always so
carefree and happy.
BUT, that doesnt mean that I love the
past more than the present.
Yes, I wish to turn back time and be who I
was before but I don't want to knowing that
presently, I have made great achievements and
friends who I can really count on.
It's complicated really.

So people, I've got one qns for you,
"If you could choose between the past and present,
which would you pick to live in?"